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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Our tropa had an open forum last monday...
It didn't get as dramatic as it usually does...
There were a few tears, a little bit of tense moments, and some humor as well...
For me, open forums are great because one gets to know his inadequacies and is given a chance to work on them...
And yes, inevitably, some of my deficiencies were brought out and talked about...
It didn't bother me at first...
Hey, it was their opinion, and in open forums, everybody is entitled to his or her opinions....
But then i got home, I started to think about it, and next thing i knew, i couldn't stop thinking about it!!!
Kasi, one of my friends told me that i was hard to approach, that it was difficult for her to ask me questions and to even talk to me because i seemed too smart. Nakakailang daw talaga kahit tropa nya ko... Nakakihiya daw baka magkamali sya or something... Parang ganun yung sinabi nya...
Tapos sabi naman nung isa pa na parang feeling ko daw sobrang taas ko tapos sila sobrang baba... At wag ka, parang lagi ko pa daw pinapamuka yun sakanila!!! Pag daw may nagkamali, kahit maliit na pagkakamali lang, sobra daw ako kung magsermon, parang yun nga... Ang galing galing ko....
Now look, I accept critisisms gracefully.... Lalo na pag narealize kong totoo nga... And I try to do something about it kagad... But somehow, hindi ko iyon matanggap!!!! Kasi I couldn't remember any instance that would support their accusations...!!! Lalo na yung pangalawa!!!
So that night, i started a survey...

Talaga bang nakakailang ako kausapin kasi may dating ako na sobrang talino?
At talaga bang ipinapamuka ko sa mga tropa ko na ang taas ko at sila ang baba?

Majority sa mga tinanong ko nung unang question said yes, may ganung effect pala talaga ako...
But it isn't because of anything i do or say, sabi nung isa kong friend, i could sit quietly in one corner and wear a poker face and i'd still look unapproachable!!! May dating daw talaga ko na mataray, masyadong matalino na hindi mo na mareach, and even plastic... But they're quick to say din naman na, when they started to get to know me, I wasn't like that at all..!!! (and hey, i'm not making this up!) Kaya medyo natahimik yung kaluluwa ko...

Pero may isa pang tanong eh...

Pinagtanong ko din yun sa ibang tao, pero dun lang sa mga alam kong kilala talaga ako at nakikita talaga kung paano ko pakisamahan yung mga tropa ko...

And you know what they said???!!!!

It wasn't true!!!!!
According sa kanila, never naman daw nila nakita na nagmataas ako sa mga tropa ko, if anything, i'm actually very considerate daw pag dating sa kanila...

Dun naman sa part na masyado ako magsermon, ahm....
SORRY nalang...
Kasi i get carried away sometimes, lalo na when i feel so strongly about something...
Kaya siguro tumataas yung boses kong natural nang malakas...

Hay.....
Open forums are great...
But they're really tiring....
Kasi hanggang pag-uwi mo...
Hanggang sa pagtulog mo nang gabing iyon....
Pag-iisipan mo parin yung mga napag-usapan dun...

Haaaaaaay......

Tahimik na din ang pag-iisip at kaluluwa ko....

Sa ngayon...

Tungkol sa naging open forum namin.....

Foxy
11:23 PM

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