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Saturday, January 21, 2006

haaaaaay.....
life....
seeing someone from your past is...

is...

is so surreal...

especially if that someone meant a lot to you...

the moment that i found out that he was gonna be there....
my stomach went crazy....
it felt like it was turning and turning and....
it was as if there were little knots forming in there...
you know how you feel when you're about to go onstage to perform infront of an audience??
that's how it felt....

when he finally arrived...
i couldn't look, i couldn't say hi, i could barely smile at him...
it was weird because even if that chapter of my life is closed,
even if i have moved on to other people,
i still kinda felt the same...
i still couldn't look him straight in the eye....(and i tried, i really did!!!!)
i still couldn't say a single sentence to him without stammering and messing up the words....
it was like i still had feelings for him...
and on the way home, i could NOT stop talking about him...

"ang galing nya mag-gitara noh?!"

"parang iba na yung itsura nya!!"

i mean, what is that all about???
do i still have feelings for him?
bakit ganun????

di ako mapakali....

kasi naisip ko lang,parang ang panget naman na sya nakapagmove on na,
(and my sources do say that he's got someone special na)
samantalang ako....
still hung up on him....
para namang adik na adik ako dun sa taong yun...
at di na ako makahanap ng mas astig pa sakanya...

and then i remembered this very memorable line from one of my favorite local movies...
"once you love someone, you never stop loving him.. maybe a little differently or a little less, but you never stop loving him..."
and you know what?

i did love him....

and i guess i'll continue loving him until i'm old and grey....

but until then, sa ating muling pagkikita,
my Mr. January....{^_^}

Foxy
6:43 PM

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