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Saturday, January 28, 2006
BESTFRIENDS.....
hay......
last week...
one of my friends was able to patch things up with her best friend....
you see, they had this fight.....and they didn't talk for quite some time....
the reason??no one knows....things just sort of happened....they just stopped talking...
and then one of them texted the other, and....
well, now they're back to being bestfriends...
and it made me think about me and my bestfriend...
we haven't been classmates since sixth grade and things have definitely changed between us...
as in sobrang.....
parang di na kami magkakilala...!
she never tells me any secrets anymore,yung mga tipong ako lang talaga yung nakakaalam....
masama pa don, minsan nauuna pang makaalam yung mga friends lang nya kaysa sakin about the stuff that's going in with her...
diba parang ang pangit???
bestfriend ka and yet you know nothing about her...
it's like, all of a sudden, we were this two very different people, going to different paths...
and it seems as if those paths would never cross again...
it makes me feel really sad....
sayang kasi yung pinagsamahan....
antagal na naming magkaibigan, tapos, paganun-ganun lang, wala na lahat....
hindi ko alam kung pano nakarating sa ganitong sitwasyon ang pagkakaibigan namin....
hindi talaga....
is it because i didn't have enough time for her?
is it because everytime i try to tell her something she never listens?
or could it be,
that we simply grew apart...?
is that even possible?
for two very close friends to grow apart just like that?
......where did we go wrong?
.............hay.................
my bestfriend and i call each other 'bestfriend'...
other bestfriends call each other 'bhie' or 'beshi'....
but i like 'bestfriend'...
it's simple, parang hindi nga pinagisipan eh,
pero nandun na lahat...
tipong 'mahal', na karaniwang ginagamit ng mga magboyfriend.....
it's simple, but it says everything....
ngayon,
we still call each other 'bestfriend'....
but i feel like it has lost it's meaning...
parang, tinatawag nalang namin ang isa't isa na 'bestfriend' for the sake of calling each other 'bestfriend'...
ewan....
something seems to be broken between us....
i dunno if it can be fixed....
but.....
well.....
let's hope it can be fixed....
Foxy
12:38 PM